Folded Thought of the Day: (Look, over there, is that the Daily Editor climbing on his high horse?...) ------------- This world seems to have an endless supply of stimuli that serves to heighten life's already challenging struggle. I'm finding that it is extremely easy for one to feel completely overwhelmed. I see it in the eyes of my friends and in the defeated gait of passersby, in the sunken faces of fellow commuters and in the defiance of the aged. I hear its horrible echo in the playground laughter and witness its daunting shadow in the face of the newborn being wheeled through the park. School violence, indifference, intolerance, an environment that is being decimated, deliberate and petty cruelty, election ads, shoe commercials with athletes and pretty people who have turned themselves into walking billboards... hunger, violence, homelessness, etc., etc., blah blah blah. All of these terms and conditions have become so commonplace to the point where we are desensitized to the meaning of their existence. And this causes a worldwide inertia, a fact which only serves to heighten our feelings of hopelessness and frustration. We feel their effects and the desire for a different way but see no avenue of recourse to affect any change. And the inertia grows stronger. I believe the key to change is only found in the self -- not by joining reactionary movements or by buying into and perpetrating idealistic rhetoric. We must challenge ourselves to not believe the paradigm that is being flaunted in front of our faces every day. Because we do carry a burden once we have recognized a problem -- you either address it or you add to it. The goal of being "aware" and "informed" should not be that you have a good supply of dinner conversation. I am always hearing how "intelligent" and "good" certain people are. And then I look at the person in question and all I witness them contributing to the world is their ego (a dangerous, man-eating beast that is far removed from ever being listed on the endangered-species list). One huge problem is that we often want to give in order to be recognized for our gift, instead of simply giving of oneself for the sake of making a difference. Being a person on this earth carries certain responsibilities. We are not here to get what we can and look a certain way and follow whatever list of procedures allows us to heighten our own comfort (often at the expense of raising others' misery). We live in a society that rewards self-serving behavior and values mediocrity (think about the last Hollywood movie or TV show you saw or the last Top 40 song you heard). And we can either buy in to it or choose to find it personally unacceptable. It's when we do the latter that the opportunity to make a real difference becomes evident. ------------------------